often when thinking about Beethoven, i find it to be unpleasant, tormented, sad, painful, etc. his strength is so much and so wild that it scares me, to a point, if not greatly. i think in a deeper sense, i both love and hate Beethoven. i love the story, the idea, etc. while i hate to think of the pain, torment, madness, etc.
i often find such comfort in Mozart - it seems he was just a comfortable and peaceful person - although eccentric, to my understanding, in his later years, and quite eccentric, to my understanding - which is not great.
it is just that to my mind Beethoven's eccentricities were more like some hate-filled madness, a lot of the time - while Mozart's eccentricities were more pleasant.
it is just that regarding a comfort zone (theirs and mine) i find much more comfort in Mozart - Beethoven is too hardcore and intense. it is hard for me too find any form of peace and comfort in Beethoven's music - so that bothers me, greatly in a sense.
i often find such comfort in Mozart - it seems he was just a comfortable and peaceful person - although eccentric, to my understanding, in his later years, and quite eccentric, to my understanding - which is not great.
it is just that to my mind Beethoven's eccentricities were more like some hate-filled madness, a lot of the time - while Mozart's eccentricities were more pleasant.
it is just that regarding a comfort zone (theirs and mine) i find much more comfort in Mozart - Beethoven is too hardcore and intense. it is hard for me too find any form of peace and comfort in Beethoven's music - so that bothers me, greatly in a sense.
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